Archive for April 2018
Descriptive Text - PassCode
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Name : Ilham Maulana Firdaus
NIM. : 1630911024
Rev. : 2
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Name : Ilham Maulana Firdaus
NIM. : 1630911024
Rev. : 2
Image : PassCode members, Kaede, Nao, Yuna and Hina
Descriptive Text
PassCode is a Japanese idol group based in Osaka which was formed in 2014 and made their first live performance in March 2014. The sound of music that this group performs is mixing the rock, pop, progressive rock and also electro dance music (EDM), the main characteristic of the group’s sound in every song is the member’s “kawaii & moe” voice that combined with their shout and scream. This group live performance described as “a rollercoaster show”, where they singing their tracks while dancing with non-stop progression in the long time which attracts the attention of various music lovers, not only rock music fans also idol music fans liked their live performances. So far, this group has released 4 singles, 2 indie albums and one major album, their first single is “Nextage” which was released in September 2014 and their newest single is “Ray” that will be released in Wednesday, May 23, 2018. PassCode currently consist of 4 members, they are Minami Nao, Imada Yuna, Takashima Kaede and Ogami Hinako, which each of them has their own characteristics.
First is Minami Nao, she was joined this group before it was officially formed in July 2013, Minami has the longest serves for this group than the other current members. Minami Nao or Yachii was born in November 27, 1996. Her zodiac sign is Sagittarius and her the blood type is B. The main characteristics that she has is her short hair and a mole under her right eye, other characteristics is her thick eyebrows, large eyes, medium height for a woman’s size and a good body shape. Nao's fashion style is sporty because she often wearing some tracktop jackets, t-shirts and sport shoes, she also wears some feminime clothes such as dresses, skirts, etc. Nao's hobbies is playing guitar, sometimes she often post her videos of singing while playing guitar on her twitter account. Her vocal style is identic, she has spoiled sound of voice which is one of her main characteristic, because her personallity is tomboy and cheerfull, sometimes she also shouting and screaming in every beginning of the songs in the group’s live performances to make the audiences cheer out their voice.
Next is Takashima Kaede, she was joined PassCode in January 2014 together with Imada Yuna. Kaede or Kappi is the oldest and the tallest member of this group (no mention about how many centimeters of her height). She was born in December 23, 1993, her zodiac sign is Capricorn and her blood type is O. The characteristics that she has is her small eyes, her long hair, and her tall body which makes her as the tallest member of the group. Kaede’s fashion style is feminime just as most of women. She is often active in the social media (Twitter and Instagram), as she often uploads pictures of herself or together with the other members. About her voice, she has her own trademark, her voice is quite shrill where she often sings on high vocals part the songs, and also she is most prominent on any song of her group that has more “moe” things than other songs which is most of their song are dominant with the hard rock style of music.
Furthermore is Imada Yuna, she was joined PassCode together with Kaede in January 2014. Imada Yuna or Chiyuna was born in December 17, 1994, her zodiac sign is Sagittarius and her blood type is A. Yuna is known as the shortest member of the group because her height is only 150 cm. Beside her small body as her main characteristic, she also has small eyes, and a long hair which colored with brown. Her hobby is dancing, perhaps because of it when the PassCode live concerts she often looks as the most active dancers on the stage. Yuna is very rarely active in social media (Twitter), she also does not have any Instagram account unlike all the other members. Her style of singing is declared as one of the main trademark of this idol group, because her vocal style is different than most of female singers had, that she takes the role of vocal by screaming and shouting in many of PassCode songs. Almost all of people who just heard this group songs or saw this group concert for the first time are reacts with amazed because after they heard Yuna’s voices and actions they thinks that is very rarely a female singer could do things such as sceams and shouts which is usually done by male singers.
Then the last is Ogami Hinako, Ogami Hinako or Hina-chan was joined PassCode as a new member in August 2015. Before joining this group, she has released a solo album. Hinako was born in June 22, 1998, which is makes her as the youngest member of this group 1998. Hina’s zodiac sign is cancer, and her blood type is O. The main characteristics that she has is her ponytail hairstyle, her cute face, and her nails that are often colored which make her as a feminime fashion style. Hiinako has some varieties of hobbies, besides singing which is the main hobby of every singer, she also do some sports activities such as soft tennis and karate. She often posts status on twitter, and also uploads some pictures in her Instagram account. Hinako has a beautiful voice, and therefore make her almost takes the majority of the “clean” vocal role in PassCode songs, her melodious voice can be proven by when she sings in a live performances, she always shows her beautiful voice.
PassCode is a idol group that has 4 members which each member has their own characteristics such as in their appearance and style of vocal. Such as Nao with her spoiled voice and her short hair, Kaede with her shrill voice, Yuna with her scream and shouts, and also Hinako with her beautiful voices. Some of these characteristic of the members that was mentioned on above paragraphs are the trademarks of this group, and because of the combination of the distinctive characteristic from them makes this group looks different than other idol group.
Descriptive Text - Sousei no Onmyouji
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Sousei no Onmyouji
Anime is a Japanese word for animation, there is no difference with the other animation. In early 1900, the first anime has been created and its become more popular until now. Not only the children, adult is also loves anime, even in this era anime has been quickly spread out all over the world. What makes anime is so popular is they have unique and anti-mainstream storyline, they are also have important moral message inside the story. My first anime that i have been watched is Bakusou Kyoudai Lets and Go!! when i was in the playgroup. Now time has been passed, i have watched so many anime show, and the coolest and interesting anime is Sousei no Onmyouji or Twin Star Exorcist in english title. This anime has became my favorite because it is have a nice storyline,cool characters, and good moral message.
Sousei no Onmyouji take places in modern Japan, its tell the story about two young and talented exorcist named Adashino Benio and Rokuro Enmadou. In the first episode, Rokuro appear that he is a student of junior highschool that no longer want to become an exorcist because he have gloomy past about his friend. When he was walking on the bridge, he surprised because he saw a girl falling from the sky, and that girl is Adashino Benio (his future mate). He was shocked because he saw that Benio is an exorcist like him, and she have a same dream with Rokuro to become the most powerful exorcist. Exorcist is a human with supernatural ability to take down the merciless, brute, and evil things called Kegare.
There is a lot of interesting and mysterious character in this anime, for the example is Juuni Tenshou or The Twelve Guardians. Juuni Tenshou is a twelve elite exorcist that posses extremely powerful ability compared to the regular exorcist led by Tsuchimikado Arima. Member of this organization are, Sada Sakura, Shimon Ikaruga, Seigen Amawaka, Arata Inanaki, Narumi Ioroi, Mitejima Subaru, Tatara, Kankuro Mitosaka, Kasukami Cordelia, Miku Zeze, Kengo Ujii, and Tenma Unomiya. Strongest member of this organization is Tenma Unomiya, he is also a captain of this organization. He wield a giant sword as his weapon, and he was be able to kill his enemy in one blow.
This anime have an extremely powerful villain called Basara. Basara is the humanoid Kegare that have a strength equal with the member of the twelve guardians. Most renowned and powerful Basara are Kuranashi and Kamui. There is a human that formerly an exorcist that turned into the Basara named Ijika Yuuto. He is Benio's elder brother and also Rokuro's old friend, he is so obsessed with power that what makes him turned became an enemy. My favorite character from this anime is Tenma Unomiya, because he look so cool and powerful.
Sousei no Onmyouji have an interesting moral message within, and it is make me inspired. The moral is teamwork, i have watched a lot of scene that Benio and Rokuro fought together against their enemies and they are supporting each other. I bet that they will not survive if they are not fighting as a team. We can apply this moral in real life, that teamwork is better than working alone, because everything will be easier if we are working as a team.
Narrative Text (Mid Test) - Ilham. MF
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MIDTEST ASSIGNMENT
Name : Ilham Maulana Firdaus
NIM. : 1630911024
Rev. : -
Back in 2008, when i was 10 years old and im still in the 4th grade of Elementary School, i got an unforgettable experience that i couldn’t forgot until now. I make a lie that causes an incident, that incident happened because i lied to my parents that i would stayover at my bestfriend’s house. but actually at my other friend’s house. I know they wouldn’t allow it if i said the truth so i lied to them. Although at first it went well, but my parents finally knew that lie because they asked my bestfriend if i was stayover in his house and he tell the truth to my parents. So, after they found out my lie they are become very worried about me. After that a big problem arose, my father, my brother and also my bestfriend came to pick me up from my friend’s house, but then i disappointed them because of my stubbornness that i don’t want to go home at that time, and also i make my bestfriend upset and angry to me because of my stubbornness. After that incident, i began to set my heart to no longer make lies because i don’t want such incidents happen again.
One day as usual in the elementary school, i did some activities like studying, and playing with my classmates. At the break time, i saw my classmate his name is Asep which was talking with his friend, Hadi and also with some of his other friends. Because i was very curious about what they were talking about then i joined them, and finally i know that they were talking about their plans to sleepover at Asep’s house tomorrow. Then they were asked me that im busy or not tomorrow, i replied them that i have a free time, so they invited me to join the sleepover too, but i refused their invitation because i had never stay over at my friend’s house before and im sure that my parents would not allow it. But, they forced me to join them because that would be better than just staying at my home. Because i don’t make them disappointed, so accepted their invitation to stayover and i would try to plead my parents until they agree it.
Still in that day after the school, when i got home i hurried to the kitchen to ask permission to my mother who was cooking there, then i told my mother that i would sleepover at my friend’s house. She asked me which friend i meant, she would not allow it if i went to sleepover at a house of my friend that she did not know because she afraid that something bad would happen to me. Then at that time i said a lie that i will stay over at my bestfriend, Ridwan. My mother allow it because she already knew Ridwan and also his house. At that moment i only ask the permission to my mother because my father which was a junior highschool teacher still has not returned from the school where he teaches.
In the afternoon the next day, i said goodbye to my mother and my father, i pretented to went toward the way of Ridwan’s house, but when i felt i was already far from my home, then i turned my walk towards the way of Asep’s house. About 30 minutes later, i finally arrived at Asep’s house, i was greeted by Asep, Hadi and other friends, i saw they were looked a bit suprised because they thought i would not come to join the sleepover. We enjoyed our time there by done some activities like playing cards, watching tv and eating together. At 8 pm, an unexpected incident occurred, i did not expected that my father would come there accompanied by my brother and Ridwan. Then my father talked to Asep’s parents that is it right that i sleepover at their house and they said yes, then Asep’s parents called me and told me that my father came here. When i get outside, my father told me to go home because he thought that i was troublesome Asep’s parents. But i refused to go home and Asep’s parents are also said that i did not bother them at all, then my father understood and then came home with Ridwan and my brother.
I continued my activies at Asep’s home until late night, and at the next day until 11 AM i still have not back to my home, then Ridwan come back again to pick me up, but i still do not want to go home, because Ridwan still forced me, so i decided to go home and then say goodbye to Asep, his friends and his parents. On the way home i asked Ridwan that why on yesterday night he, my brother and my father could come to Asep’s house, then he said that my parents asked him am i sleepover in his house, Ridwan said no to them, so my parents asked him where actually i was, and he said that i actually stay over at Asep’s house. Then my father asked Ridwan to take him to the place that i sleepover (Asep’s house) because he was worried to me.
After that incident, i finally realized something, that i should always tell the truth, because if i lie about something, then some bad things will come to me. That incident made me realize that honestly is a very important thing and that experience also makes me stay away from the lies until now. The lesson i could get from that incident is even i tried to hide my lies as well as it does, my lies will finally known by people and that will make bad impact on myself and others. Although you will not able to get what you want not as like when you are lying. Even though you will get it, but you will regret it soon. Some people said that honest people will be much like by other because honest people are so trustworthly, So, its better to always tell the truth and become a honest people.
MIDTEST ASSIGNMENT
Name : Ilham Maulana Firdaus
NIM. : 1630911024
Rev. : -
Stop The Lies, Say The Truth
Back in 2008, when i was 10 years old and im still in the 4th grade of Elementary School, i got an unforgettable experience that i couldn’t forgot until now. I make a lie that causes an incident, that incident happened because i lied to my parents that i would stayover at my bestfriend’s house. but actually at my other friend’s house. I know they wouldn’t allow it if i said the truth so i lied to them. Although at first it went well, but my parents finally knew that lie because they asked my bestfriend if i was stayover in his house and he tell the truth to my parents. So, after they found out my lie they are become very worried about me. After that a big problem arose, my father, my brother and also my bestfriend came to pick me up from my friend’s house, but then i disappointed them because of my stubbornness that i don’t want to go home at that time, and also i make my bestfriend upset and angry to me because of my stubbornness. After that incident, i began to set my heart to no longer make lies because i don’t want such incidents happen again.
One day as usual in the elementary school, i did some activities like studying, and playing with my classmates. At the break time, i saw my classmate his name is Asep which was talking with his friend, Hadi and also with some of his other friends. Because i was very curious about what they were talking about then i joined them, and finally i know that they were talking about their plans to sleepover at Asep’s house tomorrow. Then they were asked me that im busy or not tomorrow, i replied them that i have a free time, so they invited me to join the sleepover too, but i refused their invitation because i had never stay over at my friend’s house before and im sure that my parents would not allow it. But, they forced me to join them because that would be better than just staying at my home. Because i don’t make them disappointed, so accepted their invitation to stayover and i would try to plead my parents until they agree it.
Still in that day after the school, when i got home i hurried to the kitchen to ask permission to my mother who was cooking there, then i told my mother that i would sleepover at my friend’s house. She asked me which friend i meant, she would not allow it if i went to sleepover at a house of my friend that she did not know because she afraid that something bad would happen to me. Then at that time i said a lie that i will stay over at my bestfriend, Ridwan. My mother allow it because she already knew Ridwan and also his house. At that moment i only ask the permission to my mother because my father which was a junior highschool teacher still has not returned from the school where he teaches.
In the afternoon the next day, i said goodbye to my mother and my father, i pretented to went toward the way of Ridwan’s house, but when i felt i was already far from my home, then i turned my walk towards the way of Asep’s house. About 30 minutes later, i finally arrived at Asep’s house, i was greeted by Asep, Hadi and other friends, i saw they were looked a bit suprised because they thought i would not come to join the sleepover. We enjoyed our time there by done some activities like playing cards, watching tv and eating together. At 8 pm, an unexpected incident occurred, i did not expected that my father would come there accompanied by my brother and Ridwan. Then my father talked to Asep’s parents that is it right that i sleepover at their house and they said yes, then Asep’s parents called me and told me that my father came here. When i get outside, my father told me to go home because he thought that i was troublesome Asep’s parents. But i refused to go home and Asep’s parents are also said that i did not bother them at all, then my father understood and then came home with Ridwan and my brother.
I continued my activies at Asep’s home until late night, and at the next day until 11 AM i still have not back to my home, then Ridwan come back again to pick me up, but i still do not want to go home, because Ridwan still forced me, so i decided to go home and then say goodbye to Asep, his friends and his parents. On the way home i asked Ridwan that why on yesterday night he, my brother and my father could come to Asep’s house, then he said that my parents asked him am i sleepover in his house, Ridwan said no to them, so my parents asked him where actually i was, and he said that i actually stay over at Asep’s house. Then my father asked Ridwan to take him to the place that i sleepover (Asep’s house) because he was worried to me.
After that incident, i finally realized something, that i should always tell the truth, because if i lie about something, then some bad things will come to me. That incident made me realize that honestly is a very important thing and that experience also makes me stay away from the lies until now. The lesson i could get from that incident is even i tried to hide my lies as well as it does, my lies will finally known by people and that will make bad impact on myself and others. Although you will not able to get what you want not as like when you are lying. Even though you will get it, but you will regret it soon. Some people said that honest people will be much like by other because honest people are so trustworthly, So, its better to always tell the truth and become a honest people.
The Experience of Organization Externally at the Student Level
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Narrative Essay
Rizki Rabiul Ts
The life experiences
of a person the different from good experience and bad experience, depending on
a person living his life journey. The journey of life can be an experience and
in making learning by ourselves or others. There is no experience then we will
not be able to measure how good or bad we are for social life or married life.
Experience is an event providing a valuable experience for ourselves. Experience
is the best teacher, we can take a lesson from that experience and I believe
that. This was proven when I joined with student External Organization.
Organization
is an indispensable element in human life (let alone in modern life).
Organizations help us carry out things or activities that can not be properly
implemented as indivudu. In addition, it can be said again that the
organization helps the continuity of knowledge and science. Organizations are
part of our working environment, and where we play. Organizations affect life.
Conversely, we can also affect the life of the organization. When I entered the
college, I started a slightly different life. I started to join external
organizations since the first semester. Because since Senior High School high I
have been to join in campus external organization. A movement organization that
embodies nationalist people. GMNI, that's my organization. At GMNI organization
I meet peoples from various campuses, different study programs, different kinds
of thoughts and various groups (race, ethnicity, and religion). There I tried
to mingle with them, share knowledge, share experiences and also share
information.
Almost two
years at GMNI organization, I have got various experiences. from start to life
experience to knowledge. Visiting other areas, I learned to mingle and share
knowledge from various people's knowledge. In 2016 I once felt the warmth of
sitting in the parliamentary seat, while attending a seminar held by GMNI
center organization in Jakarta, precisely in the MPR building. Visiting other
areas such as Bandung, Cianjur, Karawang and Cirebon, I managed to get
knowledge and also new friends from various regions. From every process I've
been through since 2016, I try to run for to be leader in 2017. And finally I
was elected leader in 2017.
When I became
a leader, many different kinds of Problems. From the start of unruly people,
internal conflicts, external conflicts and differences of opinion when deciding
on a matter. But this is the art of organization. Because this country embraces
a democratic system, everyone is free to express opinions, defend, humiliate,
and blaspheme. And do not forget the other side I also got a very happy
experience, can meet with local officials and known to many people. The
position we hold relates to trust. In carrying out our duties, we are entrusted
with trust, can be in the form of authority or matter. We are required to be
honest, not to abuse the trust given. It takes courage to fight negative
desires and practice our honesty.
As has been
explained the experience is not only a journey of life that is simply missed
and not get anything, but an experience capable of providing supplies for our
next life. The lesson I can take from my experience with joining GMNI
organization is that I become more mature in thinking and behaving, my
knowledge of organizing increases, my nationalism insights are growing, the
love of my country, and the sense of the importance of a life and the concern
of my fellow human beings are increasing and not forget too many friends in the
city, or outside the city. The most noticable is confidence and More than
others, people who organize in expressing opinions while discussing as there
are more confident elements there, this is because within the organization
itself has been set up the procedures of put forward and the technique of
expressing opinions, other than that people who organize more courageous put
forward an opinion which is accompanied by examples because it has been
frequently reviewed and directly witnessed by members of the organizers.
Narrative Essay - Stop Lying, Tell The Truth
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Stop Lying, Tell The Truth
A few years ago, when i was 10 years old and im still in the 4th grade of Elementary School, i got an unforgettable experience, that was a big trouble which was caused by the lies that i was said to my parents, when i lied to them and made them worried so much to me. That experience made me realize that honestly is a very important thing and that experience also makes me stay away from the lies until now.
One day, as usual in the elementary school, i did some activities like studying, and playing with my classmates. At the break time, i saw my classmate his name is Asep which was talking with his friend and also his niece, Hadi and some of his other friends. Because i was very curious about what they were talking about then i joined them, and finally i know that they were talking about their plans to sleepover at Asep’s house tomorrow. Then they were asked me that im busy or not tomorrow, i replied them that i have a free time, so they invited me to join the sleepover too, but i refused their invitation because i had never stay over at my friend’s house before and im sure that my parents would not allow it. But, they forced me to join them because that would be better than just staying at my home.
Still in that day, after school when i got home then i hurried to the kitchen to ask permission to my mother who was cooking there, then i told my mother that i would sleepover at my friend’s house. She asked me which friend i meant, she would not allow it if i went to sleepover at a house of my friend that she did not know because she afraid that something bad would happen to me. Then at that time i said a lie that i will stay over at my bestfriend, Ridwan. My mother allow it because she already knew Ridwan and also his house. At that moment i only ask the permission to my mother because my father which was a junior highschool teacher still has not returned from the school where he teaches.
In the afternoon the next day, i said goodbye to my mother and my father, i pretented to went toward the way of Ridwan’s house, but when i felt i was already far from my home, then i turned my walk towards the way of Asep’s house. About 30 minutes later, i finally arrived at Asep’s house, i was greeted by Asep, Hadi and other friends, i saw they were looked a bit suprised because they thought i would not come to join the sleepover. We enjoyed our time there by done some activities like playing cards, watching tv and eating together.
At 8 pm, an unexpected incident occurred, i did not expect that my father would come there accompanied by my brother and Ridwan. My father talked to Asep’s parents that is it rght that i sleepover at their house and they said yes, then Asep’s parents called me and told me that my father came here. When i get outside, my father told me to go home because he thought that i was troublesome Asep’s parents. But i refused to go home and Asep’s parents are also said that i did not bother them at all, then my father understood and then came home with Ridwan and my brother.
I continued my activities at Asep’s home until late night, and at the next day until 11 AM im still have not back to my home, then Ridwan come back again to pick me up, but i still do not want to go home, because Ridwan still forced me, so i decided to go home and then say goodbye to Asep, his friends and his parents. On the way home, i asked Ridwan that why on yesterday night he, my brother and my father could come to Asep’s house, then he said that my parents asked him am i sleepover in his house, Ridwan said no to them, so my parents asked him where actually i was, and he said that i actually stay over at Asep’s house. Then my father asked Ridwan to take him to the place that i sleepover (Asep’s house) because he was worried to me.
After that incident, i finally realized something, that i should always tell the truth, because if lying at something, then some problem will come to me. The lesson that i could get from this experience is that even if i tried to hide the lies as well as it does, it will finally known by people and that will make bad impact on myself and others. So, it’s better to tell the truth even though it feels heavy and bitter.
Name : Ilham Maulana Firdaus
NIM : 1630811024
Rev : -
Stop Lying, Tell The Truth
A few years ago, when i was 10 years old and im still in the 4th grade of Elementary School, i got an unforgettable experience, that was a big trouble which was caused by the lies that i was said to my parents, when i lied to them and made them worried so much to me. That experience made me realize that honestly is a very important thing and that experience also makes me stay away from the lies until now.
One day, as usual in the elementary school, i did some activities like studying, and playing with my classmates. At the break time, i saw my classmate his name is Asep which was talking with his friend and also his niece, Hadi and some of his other friends. Because i was very curious about what they were talking about then i joined them, and finally i know that they were talking about their plans to sleepover at Asep’s house tomorrow. Then they were asked me that im busy or not tomorrow, i replied them that i have a free time, so they invited me to join the sleepover too, but i refused their invitation because i had never stay over at my friend’s house before and im sure that my parents would not allow it. But, they forced me to join them because that would be better than just staying at my home.
Still in that day, after school when i got home then i hurried to the kitchen to ask permission to my mother who was cooking there, then i told my mother that i would sleepover at my friend’s house. She asked me which friend i meant, she would not allow it if i went to sleepover at a house of my friend that she did not know because she afraid that something bad would happen to me. Then at that time i said a lie that i will stay over at my bestfriend, Ridwan. My mother allow it because she already knew Ridwan and also his house. At that moment i only ask the permission to my mother because my father which was a junior highschool teacher still has not returned from the school where he teaches.
In the afternoon the next day, i said goodbye to my mother and my father, i pretented to went toward the way of Ridwan’s house, but when i felt i was already far from my home, then i turned my walk towards the way of Asep’s house. About 30 minutes later, i finally arrived at Asep’s house, i was greeted by Asep, Hadi and other friends, i saw they were looked a bit suprised because they thought i would not come to join the sleepover. We enjoyed our time there by done some activities like playing cards, watching tv and eating together.
At 8 pm, an unexpected incident occurred, i did not expect that my father would come there accompanied by my brother and Ridwan. My father talked to Asep’s parents that is it rght that i sleepover at their house and they said yes, then Asep’s parents called me and told me that my father came here. When i get outside, my father told me to go home because he thought that i was troublesome Asep’s parents. But i refused to go home and Asep’s parents are also said that i did not bother them at all, then my father understood and then came home with Ridwan and my brother.
I continued my activities at Asep’s home until late night, and at the next day until 11 AM im still have not back to my home, then Ridwan come back again to pick me up, but i still do not want to go home, because Ridwan still forced me, so i decided to go home and then say goodbye to Asep, his friends and his parents. On the way home, i asked Ridwan that why on yesterday night he, my brother and my father could come to Asep’s house, then he said that my parents asked him am i sleepover in his house, Ridwan said no to them, so my parents asked him where actually i was, and he said that i actually stay over at Asep’s house. Then my father asked Ridwan to take him to the place that i sleepover (Asep’s house) because he was worried to me.
After that incident, i finally realized something, that i should always tell the truth, because if lying at something, then some problem will come to me. The lesson that i could get from this experience is that even if i tried to hide the lies as well as it does, it will finally known by people and that will make bad impact on myself and others. So, it’s better to tell the truth even though it feels heavy and bitter.